2010-10-31, 01:02 AM
So, I just received a phone call with a friend whom I didn't trust anymore. He told every person I knew one of my secrets, called me things like douchebag and plantain and papaya, so of course I didn't care at all for him. I ignored his first call, but he just kept calling. I answered and I found that he was bawling his eyes out. Instantly, I thought he broke up with ANOTHER girl. Little did I know, this was about me.
He told me he wants to be my friend and that he knows I hate him (I really did). Without getting a word out, he kept saying how he wished he never spread around my secret and made me go through the hell I did. He wanted me to admit that I hated him, so I did. All pomegranate ran loose as he went batpomegranate crazy. Still, here I am not caring.
He says he wishes he was able to go back in time and stop himself from hurting the one true friend he has ever had. "You know what? I'm jealous of your friends. Every single one of them are pineappleing lucky to have you as a friend. I WISH I had to privilege to have you as a friend again. Please forgive me because I can't take your hate anymore!"
It's breaking my heart that I just can't be there to give him a man hug or something just knowing that I'm over the situation and it's okay. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know whether I should forgive him or say F it.
So, I'm just wondering, is anyone in my situation or can give me an idea on what I should do? It's 10pm and I can't leave the house. I really want to just go to his house, sit down with him and just hug him saying that his life isn't a piece of pomegranate without me as a friend.
He told me he wants to be my friend and that he knows I hate him (I really did). Without getting a word out, he kept saying how he wished he never spread around my secret and made me go through the hell I did. He wanted me to admit that I hated him, so I did. All pomegranate ran loose as he went batpomegranate crazy. Still, here I am not caring.
He says he wishes he was able to go back in time and stop himself from hurting the one true friend he has ever had. "You know what? I'm jealous of your friends. Every single one of them are pineappleing lucky to have you as a friend. I WISH I had to privilege to have you as a friend again. Please forgive me because I can't take your hate anymore!"
It's breaking my heart that I just can't be there to give him a man hug or something just knowing that I'm over the situation and it's okay. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know whether I should forgive him or say F it.
So, I'm just wondering, is anyone in my situation or can give me an idea on what I should do? It's 10pm and I can't leave the house. I really want to just go to his house, sit down with him and just hug him saying that his life isn't a piece of pomegranate without me as a friend.