2010-09-02, 06:41 AM
Cancambo Wrote:I was thinking about this today after I got out of class and met up with a friend outside after class. We've been best friends and all and we decided we'd go out to eat. Though, in the back of my mind I really just wanted to come home and play video games. Thankfully, I had enough willpower to not make up an excuse this time and I spent some time with my friends. And then in the car I started thinking "do I even enjoy the computer anymore?" and I realize that I really don't. It is just a thing that makes time fly for me, getting me through day to day and sort of is an escape from reality. I know in my mind I need to get off this thing, and that deep down I really do just want to stop, but this addiction keeps pulling me back.
This isn't in the angry dome cause I am not really feeling angry about it. It just annoys me that I can see that this does no good in my life and that I really don't even like it, and yet I can't stop.
We're on a boat.