2010-06-17, 10:02 PM
Believe it or not, this is actually how I feel for as long as I can remember. Everytime something is expected of me I have to really push myself to do it, even if it is the smallest thing ever that requires like no effort at all, I just don't care for it. Over the years I've learnt to deal with it, but for stuff like schoolwork I usually still prcrastinate 'till like 12am the day before due date for big products. I know I should care a lot, because it's for my future, but it's like my body won't let me do it unless there's absulotely no other choice I have to do so.