2010-06-16, 10:14 PM
Yeah.
It's freaky, bro. This is exactly me at the beginning of my 4th semester. I just stopped caring about everything I know I should have been caring about. Started to feel surreal at times. I'd go days eating only peanuts. Not shaving or brushing teeth (something that makes me feel gross, which I normally can't stand). Not talking to anyone in person for days. I don't even know all of the bizarre and completely unhealthy things I did while in that state. It was a terrible time. Thought about suicide a lot for no real reason. Watched people through the window and felt like I was in a different world. Played games and read different things for insane non-stop sessions. Lost track of what day it was completely. Slept whenever my body decided to fall asleep. Woke whenever it decided to wake up.
...bad times. Did not feel good, man. I still don't know why I did it. Ruined that semester, too.
Can't say I can relate to that last part, though. lol Everything felt dull to me.
It's freaky, bro. This is exactly me at the beginning of my 4th semester. I just stopped caring about everything I know I should have been caring about. Started to feel surreal at times. I'd go days eating only peanuts. Not shaving or brushing teeth (something that makes me feel gross, which I normally can't stand). Not talking to anyone in person for days. I don't even know all of the bizarre and completely unhealthy things I did while in that state. It was a terrible time. Thought about suicide a lot for no real reason. Watched people through the window and felt like I was in a different world. Played games and read different things for insane non-stop sessions. Lost track of what day it was completely. Slept whenever my body decided to fall asleep. Woke whenever it decided to wake up.
...bad times. Did not feel good, man. I still don't know why I did it. Ruined that semester, too.
Can't say I can relate to that last part, though. lol Everything felt dull to me.