What are you guys doing right now?

Too late.
I may be misintepreting but sure am fucking tired of wondering.
I'd rather be rejected than wonder, straight people do not act like this.

I sent a preliminary message to him last night, to see if I can actually trust him first off.
Now I'm waiting and dying inside for a reply.

:O I hope hes gay or smt dont want a fellow papaya to be rejected. What did you say in the preliminary text ?