2010-04-12, 10:33 AM
(This post was last modified: 2010-04-12, 10:38 AM by Combattente.)
15 year old (I'm going to be 16 in August), male, still virgin.
I guess I'm still too young, but.. well, I'm pretty sure that I will not get laid anytime soon. I think I never will.
My self-esteem is really low, I'm really insecure, and even if I've had (and still have) many girls as friends, they all just consider me as the "best friend", and we all know that if a girl considers you as her "best friend", you automatically have no chances of her seeing you as more than just a friend (or it's just really really rare).
Also, quoting DualReaver's post:
I'm one of those guys, too. I want to do it with the right person, someone I truly care for and who cares of me. But hey, nobody could ever like someone like me (nobody ever did), so I doubt that will ever happen. I don't go out often, nor do I really like doing it, I'm really reserved, I don't look nice, I'm fat (165 pounds and 6'1''). If you think that some girls think that look doesn't matter but personality does, well, I have a bad personality, too. I don't talk much and people never have fun when they talk with me. Sometimes others say that I look like an old man (well, sometimes my mentality really is like that). Well, that's true because I don't enjoy doing most things which other people of my age do, which are going to disco, getting drunk, smoking (never done any of the last two things and I'm totally against doing them), playing sports, etc., so yeah. I bet NO ONE would ever want to be my girlfriend. Like, seriously, I'm just TOO boring. Oh, I forgot to say that I'm also clumsy.
I don't play video games all day long like you'd think. But still, I'm a societal outcast and a failure at life. You'd think that I get good grades at school, at least. Nope, I don't. I sometimes get really bad ones, and that's not because I don't study. What else should I do, since I never go out? Sometimes I study a lot and get bad grades anyway. Sometimes it's because I don't feel like studying much either. I must be stupid, too. Seriously, I'm more of a failure than you could ever think.
Sometimes I don't even think I want to have a girlfriend or get laid with someone, because, you know, as Cancambo said:
That's how I feel, too. I feel that I'd just ruin the other person's life.
Nobody will ever really care of me. In fact, most of the people in my class don't. I only have a few friends who seem to care of me.
All this just to say that I didn't yet get laid. Yeah, I'm just 15 and it might be too early, but be sure that I never will, and not because I don't want to.
I guess I'm still too young, but.. well, I'm pretty sure that I will not get laid anytime soon. I think I never will.
My self-esteem is really low, I'm really insecure, and even if I've had (and still have) many girls as friends, they all just consider me as the "best friend", and we all know that if a girl considers you as her "best friend", you automatically have no chances of her seeing you as more than just a friend (or it's just really really rare).
Also, quoting DualReaver's post:
DualReaver Wrote:I'm more into sweet and lovey things. I'm one of those guys.
I'm one of those guys, too. I want to do it with the right person, someone I truly care for and who cares of me. But hey, nobody could ever like someone like me (nobody ever did), so I doubt that will ever happen. I don't go out often, nor do I really like doing it, I'm really reserved, I don't look nice, I'm fat (165 pounds and 6'1''). If you think that some girls think that look doesn't matter but personality does, well, I have a bad personality, too. I don't talk much and people never have fun when they talk with me. Sometimes others say that I look like an old man (well, sometimes my mentality really is like that). Well, that's true because I don't enjoy doing most things which other people of my age do, which are going to disco, getting drunk, smoking (never done any of the last two things and I'm totally against doing them), playing sports, etc., so yeah. I bet NO ONE would ever want to be my girlfriend. Like, seriously, I'm just TOO boring. Oh, I forgot to say that I'm also clumsy.
I don't play video games all day long like you'd think. But still, I'm a societal outcast and a failure at life. You'd think that I get good grades at school, at least. Nope, I don't. I sometimes get really bad ones, and that's not because I don't study. What else should I do, since I never go out? Sometimes I study a lot and get bad grades anyway. Sometimes it's because I don't feel like studying much either. I must be stupid, too. Seriously, I'm more of a failure than you could ever think.
Sometimes I don't even think I want to have a girlfriend or get laid with someone, because, you know, as Cancambo said:
Cancambo Wrote:I feel like I'll let the person down, emotionally wise.
That's how I feel, too. I feel that I'd just ruin the other person's life.
Nobody will ever really care of me. In fact, most of the people in my class don't. I only have a few friends who seem to care of me.
All this just to say that I didn't yet get laid. Yeah, I'm just 15 and it might be too early, but be sure that I never will, and not because I don't want to.