Dreams~

I used to dream about me alone in a dark place where i couldnt even see myself but i could choose to stay in the dark or wake up. If i wanted to wake up, i just had to focus and calm down, if i tried to wake up getting all desperate, it'd feel as if the darkness absorbed me even more. Obviously i got all desperate with like 381203801? of this dreams coz they felt like nightmares but i found out how to get out of the darkness and wake up and eventually i stopped having this dreams.

Darkness
To dream that darkness comes upon you, signifies failure in some work that you are attempting. Darkness is synonymous with ignorance, the unconscious, evil, death, and fear of the unknown. If the sun breaks through the darkness, then you will overcome your failures. If you feel safe in the dark, then it suggests that you like not knowing about certain things. As some might say, ignorance is bliss.
To dream that you are lost in the darkness, denotes feelings of desperation, depression, or insecurity.
To dream that you are groping around in the darkness, indicates that you have insufficient information to make a clear decision. Do your research and do not rush into making choices.

Lucid dreams give you the ability to control your own dreams and steer them toward the direction you want. In the lucid state, you are more willing to confront threats and as a result, become more self confident.

Although it was more like a lucid nightmare.