thread is old.. but meh..
My brother would be happier than ever. (but since i never existed in the first place, how can i know if he is happy or sad? im saying he'd be happy if i died or left earth to some other planet)
My parents will be happy. ( if my brother is like who he is now in the world i never existed, my parents would be sad people )
My friends will be happy. ( I always have this thinking of 'they hate me, thats why they ditched me'... they didnt ditch me in the first place, i just feel left out sometimes. )
My best friend wouldnt have a guy as a friend. ( I tried to be friendly to her on the first day of school, what do you know ? we're best friends now. I annoy her, make her laugh, make her angry, comfort her when she needs it.. she still have her current friends to do that for her so i dont think it will have much impact her. )
im not being pessimistic.. im just being logical. i just annoy or make people angry my whole life, even my teachers. But when i think about it, if my friends didnt like me now, why didnt they peach about me. And i made some people happy too, but it could be me making a chain reaction that caused her to be sad in the first place(meaning if i never existed, she wouldnt have been sad) , so idk.
My brother would be happier than ever. (but since i never existed in the first place, how can i know if he is happy or sad? im saying he'd be happy if i died or left earth to some other planet)
My parents will be happy. ( if my brother is like who he is now in the world i never existed, my parents would be sad people )
My friends will be happy. ( I always have this thinking of 'they hate me, thats why they ditched me'... they didnt ditch me in the first place, i just feel left out sometimes. )
My best friend wouldnt have a guy as a friend. ( I tried to be friendly to her on the first day of school, what do you know ? we're best friends now. I annoy her, make her laugh, make her angry, comfort her when she needs it.. she still have her current friends to do that for her so i dont think it will have much impact her. )
im not being pessimistic.. im just being logical. i just annoy or make people angry my whole life, even my teachers. But when i think about it, if my friends didnt like me now, why didnt they peach about me. And i made some people happy too, but it could be me making a chain reaction that caused her to be sad in the first place(meaning if i never existed, she wouldnt have been sad) , so idk.