Spideyjvc Wrote:tl;drI find it paradoxical that someone you claim to be, someone who as sadistic and as pessimistic as you say would have a would have traits opposing what you claim to be--honesty and modesty. You say you take advantage of others' generosity and push away those who care about you yet you're honest about it.
So you say your existence is trivial. I don't think that's the case because you're looking at the big picture. In that case, it's logical to feel small when you're looking at something big. If you start considering the trivial matters in your everyday life, you're gonna start seeing that "you" do have an impact. For instance, take your interaction with people here on SP, me. You've made an impact on my life as a complete stranger on a very impersonal medium (the internet) because you're the first person I've ever known to have this mentality. You are breaking stereotypes I came to accept--as a woman, as a pessimist and as a sadist. What I know about those types of people, you are contradicting each of them; thus you've impacted me because I have to reconsider how I label my world to fit my understanding and reconsider my perception of my surrounding due to your existence.
So whether everyone's existence is significant or not, it's all relative.