2009-10-11, 12:46 PM
DualReaver Wrote:[COLOR="Green"]I am sorry that I was not awake earlier to catch this thread Brandon. Many people feel this sort of thing at one time or another. Everyone wants to be remembered, and everyone has the need to feel that they have touched people in their life. If you really feel the need to make more of an impression on the world, go out and try to become friends with more people, no matter where you are. Somewhere you should be able to find someone who can become a lifelong friend. And definitely keep going after Jackie.
Good to hear that you're not as bad as you were before.[/COLOR]
[color="#cc8899"]Quoting Jacky here "It's Jacky with a y, don't forget it."
Lol. Someday I hope to introduce her to everyone here, and I don't want to get yelled at for that. Anyways, feeling a lot better, but still a bit depressed. Gonna spend some time tonight talking to Jacky, managed to get some texts going back and forth with her last night (she sent a pic of a lobster at the grocery store she was in, I made jokes about taking its rubber bands off and hugging it, then how it was hugging too hard, and I loved it, but love hurts. Lol. Oh, and his name was Fred).
@ Froz, I'm a very homebody-ish person. I didn't realize until lately just how much I miss everyone from Oklahoma. It took me years to build those friendships, and, while most people at least still see 2 or 3 people around campus from their high school years, every time I've made friends in the past year I've been seperated from them within a few months, including a girlfriend while I was at school for my job (she got sent to Japan, me to Miami. We'd been dating for a month. Yea, we figured out pretty quickly that it wouldn't work out, though we both said if the oppurtunity comes up in the future we would try again). My roommate, who is pretty much my only good friend here, is frequently away for work related things or spending time with his girlfriend, so I'm lucky to see him more than once or twice a week. I'm used to
A). High school
B). 80 guys in one large room hanging out
C). 1-2 roommates in a building with lots of people and several common "lounges"
Being absolutely alone is just...awkward, but I'm not fond of randomly going out and doing things by myself.[/COLOR]