2009-09-14, 09:52 PM
Guys, as much I enjoy the silly things you create for me when I go too long without writing, I will be back soon. I WANT to be. I really wanted to get it going full-strength again, but it didn't happen. Procrastination was probably a factor. It is with EVERYTHING in my life...even the things I enjoy...
But like, other crap has been stressing me out lately. I need to make a decision about it or it's going to continue putting me in bad moods. I do not and can not write when I'm angry and can't focus. There's this one class that's really pissing me off, and it's going to mess up my plans. I'll probably even change majors because of it. Just...UGH. I'm probably gonna be dropping it tomorrow and discussing other plans, etc. I don't know. I just want to be a frickin' author. Stupid degree requirements.
On a much more positive note, I'm in creative writing: fiction this semester and it's been the most enjoyable class I've ever been in. My experience with writing a novel has put me more ahead than I imagined. I even talked with her today about my story (I'm proud of it, even if it's just a silly rough draft yet), and she said I'll be able to use entries and such from it to meet the assignment requirements. It got me so pumped.
Related to my story itself, I'll eventually share my future plans for it and its growth. I have already with a couple people who were kind enough to show interest and talk with me. I appreciate you guys. I also thought of a really sweet idea for a horror/supernatural thriller story today, if you guys would be interested. Otherwise, I may write it in private.
So yeah...rambling, saving face, etc etc. Just wanting to let you guys know I'm not dead. I haven't been playing MS either. lol I REALLY want to focus on my story again and give it a spectacular conclusion, so please be patient. I hope no one has given up on me!
But like, other crap has been stressing me out lately. I need to make a decision about it or it's going to continue putting me in bad moods. I do not and can not write when I'm angry and can't focus. There's this one class that's really pissing me off, and it's going to mess up my plans. I'll probably even change majors because of it. Just...UGH. I'm probably gonna be dropping it tomorrow and discussing other plans, etc. I don't know. I just want to be a frickin' author. Stupid degree requirements.
On a much more positive note, I'm in creative writing: fiction this semester and it's been the most enjoyable class I've ever been in. My experience with writing a novel has put me more ahead than I imagined. I even talked with her today about my story (I'm proud of it, even if it's just a silly rough draft yet), and she said I'll be able to use entries and such from it to meet the assignment requirements. It got me so pumped.
Related to my story itself, I'll eventually share my future plans for it and its growth. I have already with a couple people who were kind enough to show interest and talk with me. I appreciate you guys. I also thought of a really sweet idea for a horror/supernatural thriller story today, if you guys would be interested. Otherwise, I may write it in private.
So yeah...rambling, saving face, etc etc. Just wanting to let you guys know I'm not dead. I haven't been playing MS either. lol I REALLY want to focus on my story again and give it a spectacular conclusion, so please be patient. I hope no one has given up on me!