I need to fap harder

But that is just you liking what you like, and there is nothing wrong with that. Even overly liking something doesn't make you a pervert.

It's something that always gets me is the misuse of the word pervert because the word pervert itself is a contradiction to itself. A pervert is supposed to be someone who likes something unnaturally, yet each person on the planet likes different things and to different degrees which is completely natural and causes a paradox.

Some might say that a person having sex with a dead body is unnatural and perverted, and it's not. The pervert part, because it is unnatural. That person likes what they like and that does not make them a pervert but rather a completely normal human being. . . that likes to have sex with dead bodies. . .

In short you aren't a pervert for liking what you like. You're a perfectly normal human being.

But see, you're using the literal definition of the word 'pervert'. I'm using it more-so as being 'a pervert', which is defined differently. It's similar to how the word faggot has multiple meanings. Except in this case, the definition of the word pervert that I'm using isn't listed in a dictionary, yet everyone knows of it's meaning. Ironic.