Entry 35. June 14, 2009.
[x] Continue to hold her until you fall asleep too.
"Yeah, finally I can rest..."
Felix closes his eyes and fades away into his dreams. He's tormented by nightmares of losing himself. All the rage he's built up because of his father threatens to consume him. He's pained by the memory of killing Stan...how he almost couldn't stop. That wonderful and terrible feeling of letting it all go. The fear of becoming someone he can't recognize haunts him the entire night...
June 15, 2009.
Melanie playfully pokes Felix's stomach until he wakes up. "Uhh...wha... Melanie? What are you doing... Hehe...hehehe" Felix starts giggling. "Sooo cute~ You're still so ticklish in your tummy!" she squeals. "What time is it..." he asks, groggy. "It's already 10 AM, you lazy butt," she teases. "I'm hungry," he says suddenly. "Figured. So typical... That's why I waited to have breakfast. I've been up for hours already. I kinda watched you sleep for a bit. You're cute..." she rambles. "It really makes me happy to see you so cheerful again, Mel," Felix responds. "Gotta be tough, right? I'm just that kinda girl!" Melanie boasts with a wink.
Felix almost suggests going to get breakfast at Speedy Sam's, but he catches himself. Melanie caught on and they both share an awkward silence. They realize how much has changed in a few short days. Everything has come crashing down. "Haha...well, breakfast here it is!" Felix tries bringing the good mood back. "Indeed! I'll make us eggs and pancakes," Melanie thinks quickly. In the kitchen, the young couple enjoys Melanie's special breakfast. "So where are your parents this morning?" he asks. "Mom went with Dad today...more questioning and stuff I guess," she responds. That awkward silence creeps back into the room. "I bet the lake is gorgeous today. It looks great outside," Felix makes another attempt at avoiding the previous days. "Oh yeah! We should totally head over there after this. We never got to enjoy the rest of the festival together..." Melanie suddenly remembers. The previous days' events coat the room in hopelessness.
"Whatever!" Felix shouts. Melanie looks surprised. "Mel, we have each other. We made it through all of this. We just have to suck it up and remember what's important. So our lives are crazy? Oh well. At least we'll always have each other to fall back on now, right?" he says in an attempt to give Melanie strength. "I know you're right Felix... And I'm so happy we can finally be together, but it's hard...you know...with everything right now," she responds. "But you have me now, whenever you need to talk, cry...anything. I'll be by you always," Felix ensures her; "Now, what do you say we do something to take our minds off of our hectic lives?"
[] Go to Crystal Waters.
[] Go for a walk around town together.
[] Meet up with friends still living in town.
[] Fool around indoors.
What are the voices inside Felix's head telling him to do?
[x] Continue to hold her until you fall asleep too.
"Yeah, finally I can rest..."
Felix closes his eyes and fades away into his dreams. He's tormented by nightmares of losing himself. All the rage he's built up because of his father threatens to consume him. He's pained by the memory of killing Stan...how he almost couldn't stop. That wonderful and terrible feeling of letting it all go. The fear of becoming someone he can't recognize haunts him the entire night...
June 15, 2009.
Melanie playfully pokes Felix's stomach until he wakes up. "Uhh...wha... Melanie? What are you doing... Hehe...hehehe" Felix starts giggling. "Sooo cute~ You're still so ticklish in your tummy!" she squeals. "What time is it..." he asks, groggy. "It's already 10 AM, you lazy butt," she teases. "I'm hungry," he says suddenly. "Figured. So typical... That's why I waited to have breakfast. I've been up for hours already. I kinda watched you sleep for a bit. You're cute..." she rambles. "It really makes me happy to see you so cheerful again, Mel," Felix responds. "Gotta be tough, right? I'm just that kinda girl!" Melanie boasts with a wink.
Felix almost suggests going to get breakfast at Speedy Sam's, but he catches himself. Melanie caught on and they both share an awkward silence. They realize how much has changed in a few short days. Everything has come crashing down. "Haha...well, breakfast here it is!" Felix tries bringing the good mood back. "Indeed! I'll make us eggs and pancakes," Melanie thinks quickly. In the kitchen, the young couple enjoys Melanie's special breakfast. "So where are your parents this morning?" he asks. "Mom went with Dad today...more questioning and stuff I guess," she responds. That awkward silence creeps back into the room. "I bet the lake is gorgeous today. It looks great outside," Felix makes another attempt at avoiding the previous days. "Oh yeah! We should totally head over there after this. We never got to enjoy the rest of the festival together..." Melanie suddenly remembers. The previous days' events coat the room in hopelessness.
"Whatever!" Felix shouts. Melanie looks surprised. "Mel, we have each other. We made it through all of this. We just have to suck it up and remember what's important. So our lives are crazy? Oh well. At least we'll always have each other to fall back on now, right?" he says in an attempt to give Melanie strength. "I know you're right Felix... And I'm so happy we can finally be together, but it's hard...you know...with everything right now," she responds. "But you have me now, whenever you need to talk, cry...anything. I'll be by you always," Felix ensures her; "Now, what do you say we do something to take our minds off of our hectic lives?"
[] Go to Crystal Waters.
[] Go for a walk around town together.
[] Meet up with friends still living in town.
[] Fool around indoors.
What are the voices inside Felix's head telling him to do?
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