thought about this for a long time in my lifetime and i think terminal illness. tomorrow is fine, but i don't have a terminal illness in final stages, and it would be silly to get one on purpose.
but guess i don't really have a choice so will accept whatever (:
don't really want a quick death: seems so unfinished. i think slow death is an important part of life and i would like to have it. ageing naturally does it, but i don't want to live that long!
but guess i don't really have a choice so will accept whatever (:
don't really want a quick death: seems so unfinished. i think slow death is an important part of life and i would like to have it. ageing naturally does it, but i don't want to live that long!

