Poetry's drawings and stuff

Material sketch from imagination



Applying what I've learnt so far from some video courses on thumbnailing and shape design; trying to keep things simple and readable before further rendering + Another comfort illustration; exploring the backstory to the antagonist in my last painting






Black and white studies for my video course




Goofy thing from imagination; Bringing the wrong type of magician to a boss fight



Diary:
I finished my first month at work; wasnt too bad; only a few patients were stress inducing. I have not prepared at all for the GAMSAT; Im proper fugged. I feel like I went to a really bad place mentally the last two years and I'm still being pushed by that towards medschool.

Work is actually pretty comfy right now; I know itll get worse but it won't ever get as worse as medschool and interning and that entire climb to being an ophthalmologist; I know that, but deep down I still worry that the happiness I'd get from a cushy optometrist life might just be empty or worthless. I just hope that in a few years time I'll look back at these posts and feel like I made the right choices.