2018-05-03, 07:42 PM
Huh. Coming back to this place and finding it in the state it is... well it's something.
Much like the post above me, I looked back on not this thread in particular but other posts I've made in the past, say 3-4 years and found myself reflecting on how I was back a few years ago was... not so pretty. Back then I was admittedly too concerned with making a statement about myself and my view of humanity was pretty bad. I'm at least trying to find the positive in things today and I've actually acquired a job and I've mended my mentality to reach out to others. To all who might wonder into this, let's face it, withering forum and might see this post? If you're down and struggling, I urge you to never give up.
(on an off note, the music I had playing in the background by coincidence may have influenced my attitude while writing this post. surreal and oddly bittersweet)
Much like the post above me, I looked back on not this thread in particular but other posts I've made in the past, say 3-4 years and found myself reflecting on how I was back a few years ago was... not so pretty. Back then I was admittedly too concerned with making a statement about myself and my view of humanity was pretty bad. I'm at least trying to find the positive in things today and I've actually acquired a job and I've mended my mentality to reach out to others. To all who might wonder into this, let's face it, withering forum and might see this post? If you're down and struggling, I urge you to never give up.
(on an off note, the music I had playing in the background by coincidence may have influenced my attitude while writing this post. surreal and oddly bittersweet)