Poetry's drawings and stuff

Haven't attached any sort of whingy blog post in a while so:

Recently I've been feeling as if i don't have the same fire I used to have?
I know it takes a long time and I've definitely improved but sometimes it feels like it hasn't been enough.

The workload from my optom degree is pretty heavy compared to what my friends in other degrees get, its at 27 hours a week just for classes/labs/lectures and itll only go up for the next 4 years. The fact that I spend 3 hours a day just on public transport is also draining more time and the best I can do on a bumpy train or busride is tiny drawings in my sketchbook or reading a book.

I'm on top of my schoolwork for sure but its just eating away my time for other things, I haven't gained any weight from gymming in the past 3 months just because I simply haven't been eating enough.

Growing up sucks. I'm going to have to work really hard during the 3month break I get, its looking like thats the window where most of my art gains will come from for the next 4 years.