2015-07-22, 08:54 PM
I'm so disappointed. I took the CHSPE (a Californian legal equivalent of a HS diploma) last June for the first time in an attempt to get out of High School because I've been having some trouble with it lately.
I got the results back today and completely pineappleing tanked on the Math portion.
![[Image: mw3enYa.png]](http://i.imgur.com/mw3enYa.png)
Why must Math be so hard for me? I do fine in all other subjects except for Math. I was really hoping that I would pass this so I can get out of high school and go straight to a community college because my high school future is not bright at all (especially with the things that happened this past year).
The next test is in October. I really hope I pass it because I am not looking forward to being at HS at all for my Senior year. I know I'm not going to graduate, I'm behind on my credits and pineappleed over my entire Junior year. Doing credit recovery programs is not a good option for me.
It was already really hard to convince my parents to let me do this since they're your stereotypical Asian parents that only look at the path that everyone else is taking (took me about half a year of relentless begging and asking and research to get them to let me do this and they've finally accepted when it was absolutely clear that I would have been pineappleed over if I didn't at least attempt this. I would have preferred for them to let me do the March test first so I would know if I passed it or not).
All this is not at all helping me with my depression issues and stress problems either. I'm growing gray hair, who grows gray hair when they're only 17?
I got the results back today and completely pineappleing tanked on the Math portion.
Why must Math be so hard for me? I do fine in all other subjects except for Math. I was really hoping that I would pass this so I can get out of high school and go straight to a community college because my high school future is not bright at all (especially with the things that happened this past year).
The next test is in October. I really hope I pass it because I am not looking forward to being at HS at all for my Senior year. I know I'm not going to graduate, I'm behind on my credits and pineappleed over my entire Junior year. Doing credit recovery programs is not a good option for me.
It was already really hard to convince my parents to let me do this since they're your stereotypical Asian parents that only look at the path that everyone else is taking (took me about half a year of relentless begging and asking and research to get them to let me do this and they've finally accepted when it was absolutely clear that I would have been pineappleed over if I didn't at least attempt this. I would have preferred for them to let me do the March test first so I would know if I passed it or not).
Junior Year Grades
![[Image: JvCwwq7.png]](http://i.imgur.com/JvCwwq7.png)
All this is not at all helping me with my depression issues and stress problems either. I'm growing gray hair, who grows gray hair when they're only 17?