How was your day?

Thanks everyone, I appreciate the support

The same thing happened to me 2 weeks ago. I entirely feel your pain. It was insanely rough on me, and I took it very badly. Just keep your mind busy with video games (I played a LOT of league of legends to keep my mind off of it), or whatever else you'll enjoy. Look forward to the new Pokemon games coming out! Just know there's other guys (and gals) and that you'll find a better one. I went on a date with a guy tonight and things are really looking promising. Just keep your head up.

I messaged my best friend as soon as it happened, and he offered to come over straight away. It's impossible to feel sad playing Mario Kart. I would have been a wreck without him here.

The worst thing about the break up is that it wasn't just the relationship ending. The way he did it was incredibly brutal, he said he felt like he had been lying to me, that he hadn't really felt it all along and saying he wasn't attracted to me either..

He not only ended the relationship, but completely invalidated all the happy memories and all the nice things he said. There was no trace of caring there at all, no "I'm sorry", no "I hope your ok" or anything like that. It was just over.

I'm worried about my relationships in the future now. I thought things were perfect but apparently not. Made me feel crappy about myself too. He wasn't attracted to me but thought my personality could make up for it, but apparently not!

I'm surprised i'm not more devastated by all this. I guess I've developed a thick skin. Or I've just stopped caring.