2014-11-07, 01:19 AM
Happy with job, boss told me I was doing great and even gave me and other guy Skittles for being smart, hardworking and cool :3 I'm trying really hard but it's worth it.
On the other hand, there is this friend who's starting to piss me off. I love him, we've been friends forever but lately he does nothing but message me about cool stuff to do while I'm working and he knows my schedule, he knows I'm at work. I don't know if he's pretending or not but he's acting like a retard asking every 30 minutes if I'm home. I try to shrug it off but it's getting to me and I'm starting to be mean and now I'm feeling guilty and then I'll justify my meanness to not feel guilty and I'll end up being a huge f'ucking jerk to him until he stops talking to me. I'm already lonely and thinking of feeling lonelier makes me a bit sad.
On the other hand, there is this friend who's starting to piss me off. I love him, we've been friends forever but lately he does nothing but message me about cool stuff to do while I'm working and he knows my schedule, he knows I'm at work. I don't know if he's pretending or not but he's acting like a retard asking every 30 minutes if I'm home. I try to shrug it off but it's getting to me and I'm starting to be mean and now I'm feeling guilty and then I'll justify my meanness to not feel guilty and I'll end up being a huge f'ucking jerk to him until he stops talking to me. I'm already lonely and thinking of feeling lonelier makes me a bit sad.