2014-07-09, 02:18 AM
I keep wallowing in this sadness that I'm back to square one of being "single" and it's not that bad because James was definitely not the best fit I just have the most difficult time cutting people out of my life. This is definitely easier than past "break ups," however it just keeps nagging at me each day I see the connection deteriorate. I do what I usually do and just bottle up, shove it deep inside, and repress it because I feel silly and stupid to have these emotions.
It doesn't really help, but repressing it and drowning it in work help me forget I guess. I just don't like it, the situation, or myself right now.
It doesn't really help, but repressing it and drowning it in work help me forget I guess. I just don't like it, the situation, or myself right now.