2014-05-16, 09:03 AM
Haven't been able to sleep for 2 days now. I'm not sure if it's related to my decision to stop smoking at all, I was doing it slowly, trying and succeeding in smoking less each day and it wasn't so bad as it feels now... but it could also be that someone important reappeared in my life and it messes me up because I had convinced myself that she'd never come back. I never knew why she left, she stopped talking to me after the last time I was drunk about a year ago and even though it could be anything I always thought I said/did something stupid while drunk but I couldn't find any traces of doing anything... but she hasn't said a thing either. And her reason for talking to me again are rather uncertain to me. Don't know why I can't stop thinking about what I did for her to stop talking to me back then, can't stop thinking why she's talking to me again...
I don't know how to ask... not even sure if I should. All I want is to stop feeling anxious and sleep for a bit.
I don't know how to ask... not even sure if I should. All I want is to stop feeling anxious and sleep for a bit.