How was your day?

I don't know how I feel about this girl. A part of me wants to pursue a relationship with her, another part keeps finding "flaws" about her to discourage myself. At the same time, I feel like the only reason I want to be in a relationship is because I've never experienced it and I'm so incredibly desperate to feel that sort of connection/companionship with another person. I also feel like I'm only trying to discourage myself because I'm afraid of going for it in fear of rejection, which would not only damage any sort of chance at a relationship, but also the close friendship we've had for the past year.

Fucking feelings man.