How was your day?

having a liiiiitle bit of a breakdown

Yesterday I applied to my original first choice of university on the off chance they'd have room on the course (I applied for this 2 years ago, but they needed AAB exam results and I only got BBB), it's only an hour away from where I live now instead of 3 and a half hours away, the campus is nicer, the course is a little better (I'd also be able to take a few classes in film, which I really wanted to do, but the degree would still be predominantly philosophy), my best friend from school is also going to this university too.. I spent the past like 2 weeks harassing people at the other university for a place to live either in student accommodation or on a shared house outside of the university, and this place still has rooms available in the halls of residence on campus. It seems pretty much perfect... I'm horrible at making decisions though and I'd usually spend a long time thinking about making my mind up but I have like 24 hours max to respond before the place will get taken. I loved the other campus and living in a shared house would probably be easier for me to handle, but argh I don't know what to do ;_;

I'd also have to re-do all my student finance applications, and tell the other university that after 5 months of emails every week that I've changed my mind and won't be going back. :|