2013-08-27, 11:12 PM
I feel blessed and cursed today. Cursed to have known such a terrible person in my life who turned me into a sociopath and blessed to have a person that keeps me from becoming that sociopath.
So basically I've been staying at my Mom's workplace until late at night on the weeks that my dad stays home to let the house fall apart on its own and this week happens to be one of them. Knowing he's still there is making my anxiety disorder run like crazy. I know what I have to do, and I have talked to Mom about it, but she's trying to give me the message that ignoring him is easy as pie. It's only a matter of time before all hell will break loose, but I'm not sure how to convince her to escape before I turn insane..
So basically I've been staying at my Mom's workplace until late at night on the weeks that my dad stays home to let the house fall apart on its own and this week happens to be one of them. Knowing he's still there is making my anxiety disorder run like crazy. I know what I have to do, and I have talked to Mom about it, but she's trying to give me the message that ignoring him is easy as pie. It's only a matter of time before all hell will break loose, but I'm not sure how to convince her to escape before I turn insane..