'Are You Scared Of Dying?'

That's not entirely true. I've thought about death a good amount of times in at my age. I find it relaxing to talk about death as a matter of fact.

I'm nowhere near EMO.

At least in my opinion it's one thing to think of death as something philosophical and distant, and another to think of actually dying and having it sink in that you will die. I personally can't imagine how thinking of something so frightening and disturbing would be relaxing for anyone. X_x