2013-05-31, 11:03 PM
Today I have made a big decision.
I've realized that I have not changed at all since high school. I'm 20 years old and I'm still the socially awkward teen with no sense of style and nothing interesting about me. I've always had average grades, I've never tried to see if I have any talents, I never did sports, I never did drama, or dancing or anything like that. When people ask me what my hobbies are I say "I like playing videogames and reading".. and those just suck.
I think i've damaged myself over the years with the lack of social interaction, and I haven't given myself any chance to better myself, I've just locked myself away in my room and been a bore. My fashion style is amazingly bad. I wear plain and baggy jeans and a T-shirt all the time, and I do nothing with my hair. I live in a city now, and the guys I see make my head turn, and I feel insignificant.
So starting tomorrow, I'm going to change. I'm going to get an expensive haircut (well, relatively expensive compared to what I usually get), I'm going to book an appointment with a stylist, because I'm a not-straight guy with a terrible fashion sense (which is simply criminal) and i'm going to find some hobbies. I'm going to better myself before it's too late. I need to use this time to figure things out because I've got my whole life ahead of me and I'm sick of squandering it.
I've realized that I have not changed at all since high school. I'm 20 years old and I'm still the socially awkward teen with no sense of style and nothing interesting about me. I've always had average grades, I've never tried to see if I have any talents, I never did sports, I never did drama, or dancing or anything like that. When people ask me what my hobbies are I say "I like playing videogames and reading".. and those just suck.
I think i've damaged myself over the years with the lack of social interaction, and I haven't given myself any chance to better myself, I've just locked myself away in my room and been a bore. My fashion style is amazingly bad. I wear plain and baggy jeans and a T-shirt all the time, and I do nothing with my hair. I live in a city now, and the guys I see make my head turn, and I feel insignificant.
So starting tomorrow, I'm going to change. I'm going to get an expensive haircut (well, relatively expensive compared to what I usually get), I'm going to book an appointment with a stylist, because I'm a not-straight guy with a terrible fashion sense (which is simply criminal) and i'm going to find some hobbies. I'm going to better myself before it's too late. I need to use this time to figure things out because I've got my whole life ahead of me and I'm sick of squandering it.