2013-05-30, 01:27 AM
Netto Wrote:P.S (since when did you have a GF?!)
Officially since December and unofficially since August~September ish.
I didn't go around telling people 'cause I saw it as a personal thing I didn't need to broadcast (which apparently she didn't like).
Talked with a friend and I'm feeling kind of better. Not really though since I can't sleep. I guess I'm starting to be ok with it.
Just sucks not having anyone to talk to about personal stuff now. She was the only one that ever cared or listened. She was the only one I felt comfortable with. And to make things worse someone who I thought was a friend has "been there when I wasn't" and now she has feelings for him. When I expressed my concerns (jealousy) a few months ago she assured me he would never be a problem.
I'm just venting at this point. idk it's weird so many emotions ugh I'll just stay single for the rest of my life