2013-05-21, 11:21 PM
It is so hard to stay positive when life is just giving you a beat down.
Almost had a breakdown within the month after having planned 5 events from Mon-Fri (13th-17th). Guess what happened? People didn't want to participate in the events I planned every pineappleing time. And Thursday, people cancelled on me within 20 mins of the event happening. After a year's worth of hard work (in my opinion), I was outranked by basically everyone. All the hard work I did, all the programs I put together, and all the posterboards and stuff I made. None of it was recognized. Then, I thought I would have a shot at the "1st year in Housing recognitions and awards". I got neither one out of like 6 or 7. All of them were college Freshmen. All 1st years in housing. It's also my 1st year of housing and guess what I got? Nothing.
But I did get 1 thing: The same fucking piece of paper EVERYONE gets for participating in housing.
And now I'm starting a thing on Tumblr to where I just rant.
But through it all, I try to have a smile on my face everyday.
Almost had a breakdown within the month after having planned 5 events from Mon-Fri (13th-17th). Guess what happened? People didn't want to participate in the events I planned every pineappleing time. And Thursday, people cancelled on me within 20 mins of the event happening. After a year's worth of hard work (in my opinion), I was outranked by basically everyone. All the hard work I did, all the programs I put together, and all the posterboards and stuff I made. None of it was recognized. Then, I thought I would have a shot at the "1st year in Housing recognitions and awards". I got neither one out of like 6 or 7. All of them were college Freshmen. All 1st years in housing. It's also my 1st year of housing and guess what I got? Nothing.
But I did get 1 thing: The same fucking piece of paper EVERYONE gets for participating in housing.
And now I'm starting a thing on Tumblr to where I just rant.
But through it all, I try to have a smile on my face everyday.