2013-05-06, 03:59 AM
...Well, this past weekend was filled of craziness and tears...especially tears. So it was the senior's last concert and I accepted my fate as last chair for Clarinet, but when I found out everyone ahead of me couldn't play some part of the music, keeping time, and so on and so forth, it was irritating, and it virtually awoke a hellbent goal on getting section leader next year. As far as I've herd, the upcoming freshmen are gonna make it hard for me. Bring it on.
...After the concert, leading up to the extremely early hours of today (1am), my darker side went full-blown after I found out my friend confessed to my ex-girlfriend, in which I proceeded to tell him off because he was only doing that this piss me off and granted, he was jealous, since I actually had guts to ask her in-person to begin with 6 months ago as is...in which later I ultimately found out he got rejected, and that my ex started talking peach about me again to him.
...Full-blown Enraged, I was screaming at 1 in the morning...Result? I made her cry. Yeap, good job, ClassicAce.
...Granted, she has been continuously ignoring me for weeks and been hanging out with said friend. In honestly, my rage was fueled by Anger and partial jealously.
But what made my anger subside was the fact...she still liked me after all this time, and she was sorry beyond all hell, because she was scared to talk to me. Yet, when I try to, she'd get all annoyed and pissy and think I'm a idiot or something. (Kinda like a Tsundere in a way, but not completely.)
Bottomline, she's with me, and we're both just happy our friendship didn't end.
...Oh yea, I'm getting my Galaxy in a week. ^^
...After the concert, leading up to the extremely early hours of today (1am), my darker side went full-blown after I found out my friend confessed to my ex-girlfriend, in which I proceeded to tell him off because he was only doing that this piss me off and granted, he was jealous, since I actually had guts to ask her in-person to begin with 6 months ago as is...in which later I ultimately found out he got rejected, and that my ex started talking peach about me again to him.
...Full-blown Enraged, I was screaming at 1 in the morning...Result? I made her cry. Yeap, good job, ClassicAce.
...Granted, she has been continuously ignoring me for weeks and been hanging out with said friend. In honestly, my rage was fueled by Anger and partial jealously.
But what made my anger subside was the fact...she still liked me after all this time, and she was sorry beyond all hell, because she was scared to talk to me. Yet, when I try to, she'd get all annoyed and pissy and think I'm a idiot or something. (Kinda like a Tsundere in a way, but not completely.)
Bottomline, she's with me, and we're both just happy our friendship didn't end.
...Oh yea, I'm getting my Galaxy in a week. ^^