2013-04-13, 03:35 AM
Been working out to get in beach shape for our first trip abroad next month. We'll be in France for 10 days and I'm excited as pineapple. We are going to start trying for babies while we're there (made in Paris, hopefully!) and though I look forward to becoming a mother and starting our own family, I'm not sure I'm ready to give my body up to stretch marks and hormonal mood swings.
Good friends of ours are pregnant and it's making me ridiculously baby crazy. We went shopping today for their baby shower and I was squealing in delight at all the adorable clothes, toys, blankets, etc. We have quite a bit of money we've been saving up for babby-making but dear god it's such a big decision. I suppose nobody is ever 100% ready when they bring a child into the world but goddamn if it doesn't make me feel insecure and terrified as pineapple. I feel so old.
Oh and I popped a blood vessel in my eye somehow. It looks pretty gnarly and scared the pomegranate out of me this morning but the hubby reassured me it was harmless. Good thing he was awake, I was ready to call off work and go in to see the doctor.
Good friends of ours are pregnant and it's making me ridiculously baby crazy. We went shopping today for their baby shower and I was squealing in delight at all the adorable clothes, toys, blankets, etc. We have quite a bit of money we've been saving up for babby-making but dear god it's such a big decision. I suppose nobody is ever 100% ready when they bring a child into the world but goddamn if it doesn't make me feel insecure and terrified as pineapple. I feel so old.
Oh and I popped a blood vessel in my eye somehow. It looks pretty gnarly and scared the pomegranate out of me this morning but the hubby reassured me it was harmless. Good thing he was awake, I was ready to call off work and go in to see the doctor.