2013-03-22, 06:04 PM
Feeling... not satisfied.
I'm not doing anything with my life, not going out with friends, not even really studying. I could be trying harder but i'm just... not. it's like i'm stuck in a rut.
Things are still good with my boyfriend, but I hardly get to see him at all. The last time we really spent a length of time together was New Years. ever since then one thing or another has caused us to spend like an hour together a week at most, and he's usually too busy to text.
This is my first relationship and I kinda feel like i'm not doing enough, while I know it's not my fault because he is always working/looking for a new house/feeling ill ect, this isn't really what I expected a relationship to be like.
And it makes me feel like I've given up just to admit that, which makes me feel awful.
I'm not doing anything with my life, not going out with friends, not even really studying. I could be trying harder but i'm just... not. it's like i'm stuck in a rut.
Things are still good with my boyfriend, but I hardly get to see him at all. The last time we really spent a length of time together was New Years. ever since then one thing or another has caused us to spend like an hour together a week at most, and he's usually too busy to text.
This is my first relationship and I kinda feel like i'm not doing enough, while I know it's not my fault because he is always working/looking for a new house/feeling ill ect, this isn't really what I expected a relationship to be like.
And it makes me feel like I've given up just to admit that, which makes me feel awful.