Apperantly, I can't do it...

I like them too but I'm just on 2nd semester, Felicitates. I don't get to see cool stuff in depth until later .
Anyway, yeah I get what you both say. This was just an attempt to... My life is sort of boring, studying and reading are the two things I enjoy the most, I wanted to make my days less boring by just focusing on those two. Under different circumstances it might have worked, different college, cheaper books, more money... who knows?
I just need to find something else that's fun and interesting and then I can have some balance between school and life.