2012-10-18, 07:43 PM
Went out for a drink with both Mr. Sweden and Mr. Wales.... at the same time.
It was surprisingly fun. Mr. Wales couldn't come back to mine, unfortunately. But he really got friendly with my best friend/love interest and my housemate.
It was a really weird night, because Mr. Sweden was saying he didn't like Mr. Wales from what he'd heard me say about him, but the 2 of them got along really well. He also didn't like my flatmate either... and they got on super well too. I kinda feel like I was a catalyst for the conversations that night, but I felt sorta left out. I was the reason they were all there at the same time, and yet I felt like the weird person butting into other peoples conversations. Eurgh. My social awkwardness is a talent, I swear.
Lots of weird eye contact with both Mr. Sweden and Mr. Wales... but of course, neither of them want to be with me. For whatever reasons. An incredibly sobering thought. Guys are confusing. Relationships are confusing. I'm not sure if I should be depressed that neither of them want a relationship with me.. or happy that i'm still good friends with both of them.
Also the two of them walked the same way home together. Which is such a strange thought in my mind. I would not be surprised in the slightest if I was brought up in their conversation.
It was surprisingly fun. Mr. Wales couldn't come back to mine, unfortunately. But he really got friendly with my best friend/love interest and my housemate.
It was a really weird night, because Mr. Sweden was saying he didn't like Mr. Wales from what he'd heard me say about him, but the 2 of them got along really well. He also didn't like my flatmate either... and they got on super well too. I kinda feel like I was a catalyst for the conversations that night, but I felt sorta left out. I was the reason they were all there at the same time, and yet I felt like the weird person butting into other peoples conversations. Eurgh. My social awkwardness is a talent, I swear.
Lots of weird eye contact with both Mr. Sweden and Mr. Wales... but of course, neither of them want to be with me. For whatever reasons. An incredibly sobering thought. Guys are confusing. Relationships are confusing. I'm not sure if I should be depressed that neither of them want a relationship with me.. or happy that i'm still good friends with both of them.
Also the two of them walked the same way home together. Which is such a strange thought in my mind. I would not be surprised in the slightest if I was brought up in their conversation.