2012-10-07, 10:21 PM
Razmos Wrote:Liking my swedish friend too much. We are getting closer and closer every day. And between all the smiles, prolonged eye contact and accidental touching of hands, talking for hours on end and going for walks to wherever and just enjoying being together... my feelings don't seem to be peaking. OH WHAT'S THAT? HE STILL HAS A BOYFRIEND? OK.I am in an almost identical situation to you right now. It's as if you want to be bold and do something to grab their focus and attention, but risk pineappleing up the relationship if it doesn't go your way.
Found out his boyfriend is coming over for the weekend again this week. and again the week after. This news upset me far more than it should.
Why does this happen to me?
It's hilarious how I had like no love-life to speak of before university. And now here I am getting incredibly close to a guy who is not single, while also seeing someone else... yeah. I've only been here like 3 weeks.
I'm scared. I haven't felt so in love in a very long time, but I don't want to strain such an amazing friendship because I'm lonely and require something intimate to compensate for my lack of a social life.