How was your day?

My apples adopted an aftertaste of pickle which was left next to them in the fridge. I eat granny smith apples because I like how tough they are. A real man's apple, which just has this zesty after pickle taste. It's strange sensation of taste and texture.

classical mechanics
PHY340

five minutes in "so you don't haaaaaaave to come to this class if you don't want to"

nO DON'T DO THAT TO ME

also all four of my physics/math classes are reviewing vectors now ugh zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Getting frustrated trying to get my iphone unlocked so I can switch to a Canadian service provider :I

I feel blessed and cursed today. Cursed to have known such a terrible person in my life who turned me into a sociopath and blessed to have a person that keeps me from becoming that sociopath.

So basically I've been staying at my Mom's workplace until late at night on the weeks that my dad stays home to let the house fall apart on its own and this week happens to be one of them. Knowing he's still there is making my anxiety disorder run like crazy. I know what I have to do, and I have talked to Mom about it, but she's trying to give me the message that ignoring him is easy as pie. It's only a matter of time before all hell will break loose, but I'm not sure how to convince her to escape before I turn insane..

Met a German American who has a thick German accent for my first time today. Couldn't figure out what accent was that until our class did one of those "meet the person next to you" thingymajiggies.

having a liiiiitle bit of a breakdown

Yesterday I applied to my original first choice of university on the off chance they'd have room on the course (I applied for this 2 years ago, but they needed AAB exam results and I only got BBB), it's only an hour away from where I live now instead of 3 and a half hours away, the campus is nicer, the course is a little better (I'd also be able to take a few classes in film, which I really wanted to do, but the degree would still be predominantly philosophy), my best friend from school is also going to this university too.. I spent the past like 2 weeks harassing people at the other university for a place to live either in student accommodation or on a shared house outside of the university, and this place still has rooms available in the halls of residence on campus. It seems pretty much perfect... I'm horrible at making decisions though and I'd usually spend a long time thinking about making my mind up but I have like 24 hours max to respond before the place will get taken. I loved the other campus and living in a shared house would probably be easier for me to handle, but argh I don't know what to do ;_;

I'd also have to re-do all my student finance applications, and tell the other university that after 5 months of emails every week that I've changed my mind and won't be going back. :|

classical mechanics
PHY340

five minutes in "so you don't haaaaaaave to come to this class if you don't want to"

nO DON'T DO THAT TO ME

also all four of my physics/math classes are reviewing vectors now ugh zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Welcome to the School of Engineering.

Welcome to the School of Engineering.

I'll be going to it, though. It's a really big class with like 50? kids and I hope he just wants to weed out the lazy ones lol

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I am currently waiting for a meeting with a physics professor who has worked at NASA to see where I can join his research lab. I THINK I'm already in (based on emails), and this is just figuring out what my position will be in the lab. Gonna be a good year!

Just got an email saying he's out sick gotta arrange another time now

No calculators are allowed in my Calculus 3 class, im kinda nervous.

Oh Arceus my anxiety disorder's really burning up my brain right now. My spam of cries for help all over Facebook are being treated as junk and everyone probably thinks I'm joking (I get it, it's the internet where nobody cares. Colress should be one to know that all too well.). How am I joking.. My inability to recognize humor is equivalent to Sheldon's inability to recognize sarcasm. I wonder if this is how Miley Cyrus feels.. except her dad's not an insane moron who denies everything.

Currently using Google maps so I may find some shelters to sign up for. I'm a bit nervous about what kind of jobs they'll be assisting me in seeking. My mind is extremely narrow when it comes to choices, and I have trouble being more lenient for the sake of opportunity. I'm glad they offer mental health services and free food and showers, but they never said anything about internet. I guess I'll have to pay for that myself.

I hate clics. But I gotta learn to accept it's a fact of high school...even IN band. Today I learned that...
1:Never sit right below a tree filled with birds...
2on't bring excessive amounts of bread.
...yea. That's about it.

I'm going to PAX Prime. On my way to Seattle now. I also might see my girlfriend for about 2 hours with my connecting flight.

This is my first time ever at a PAX convention.

*hyperventilates*

We play too much SSBB in my apartment. Ever since it was released I've only ever "sort of" been good at it. Yesterday though I met King Dedede and Pikachu, two of the only characters that I actually feel like I know what I'm doing with when I play them (The others being Ganondorf and Bowser, but they suck).

I went 7 out of 8 in free-for-alls with Dedede. 'Twas a good night. Over 5 years I went through Ice Climbers, Marth, Zelda, Link, Luigi, Lucario, Diddy, Bowser, and Toon Link before actually becoming decent at this game.

Also, fuck it, bulking. Time to get fat and die of heart failure. (not srs)

If anyone lives in upstate new york near Ballston Spa, I highly highly recommend Iron Roost. They do breakfast stuff and sandwiches and they are fking delicious. Their specialty is waffles. I had an apple cinnamon crisp waffle today and wow it blew me away

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Omggggg I just found out that a new series of Xiaolin Showdown has started.

HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS BEFOREHAND.
I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW.

The school orchestra plays for the musical, which is Hairspray, and we have continued sight reading. Oh God those run-offs.

Spent a lot of the day trying to find an appartment.
No luck.
bad day.

If anyone lives in upstate new york near Ballston Spa, I highly highly recommend Iron Roost. They do breakfast stuff and sandwiches and they are fking delicious. Their specialty is waffles. I had an apple cinnamon crisp waffle today and wow it blew me away

Oh really? Ballston spa is like half an hour away from campus, there's probably a bus that goes up there if I could figure out the damn schedules lol

SO MUCH (as always). Of note:

- Work has been crazy but being hourly freelance means that = $$$$, so yay!
- Officially going to several shows, presentations and events throughout New York Fashion Week, so these next few weeks will be even more insane
- My fall/winter wardrobe arrived from my parents, along with my college diploma and other necessary effects

And plenty more! Lots to come soon, so hopefully I have a spare moment here and there to post!

My dad bought me 2 Duck Dynasty T-shirts because he thought the old men looked as if it'll make me look tough.

HA!