2009-09-08, 11:14 PM
I went a little berserk with this thread : http://www.southperry.net/forums/showthread.php?t=17081
So, for my part, I'm sorry.
I've been going through a lot of crap with my family lately with them treating me like pomegranate, throwing me around between houses and pretty much trying to throw me to each family member like hot potato. No one in my family cares that I even exist and they're always making snide comments toward me and saying things that shouldn't be said. My dad doesn't want me to live with him anymore, my mom wants me to quit everything I know and love to work as a Lowe's employee my entire life, and much more. I'm pulled between staying with my dad, continuing with my plans that I've been making for years now about my future career and stuff while still being able to play MapleStory, talk to my friends and whatever I want, pretty much. If I move in with my mom in Tennessee, I lose my computer, all kinds of internet access, no more Japanese anything for me, nothing anything NEAR what I want at all, etc. I'm really wanting to stay with my dad, since I can pretty much do whatever I need to get my career going there, but my father doesn't give a flying pineapple if I even exist... He's always saying things like, "why don't you go live with your mother or just go away?" On top of that, I have my brother and sister antagonizing me about the entire situation, since they're pretty much set for life and are happy with what they're doing. The only choice I can see is to join the Air Force, but even that will make me lose all contacts with every single friend I have, every single form of entertainment, and other things I love to do. I don't know... I'm extremely confused and infuriated with this dire decision in my life... For now, I'm not going to come back to anything GMS-related things right now, since GMS players tend to erk my nerves a bit too much, and I can't take too much more stress or my heart will start failing (yes, I have a weak heart).
As for now, I'm on an indefinite hiatus until I can get this crap sorted out.
So, for my part, I'm sorry.
I've been going through a lot of crap with my family lately with them treating me like pomegranate, throwing me around between houses and pretty much trying to throw me to each family member like hot potato. No one in my family cares that I even exist and they're always making snide comments toward me and saying things that shouldn't be said. My dad doesn't want me to live with him anymore, my mom wants me to quit everything I know and love to work as a Lowe's employee my entire life, and much more. I'm pulled between staying with my dad, continuing with my plans that I've been making for years now about my future career and stuff while still being able to play MapleStory, talk to my friends and whatever I want, pretty much. If I move in with my mom in Tennessee, I lose my computer, all kinds of internet access, no more Japanese anything for me, nothing anything NEAR what I want at all, etc. I'm really wanting to stay with my dad, since I can pretty much do whatever I need to get my career going there, but my father doesn't give a flying pineapple if I even exist... He's always saying things like, "why don't you go live with your mother or just go away?" On top of that, I have my brother and sister antagonizing me about the entire situation, since they're pretty much set for life and are happy with what they're doing. The only choice I can see is to join the Air Force, but even that will make me lose all contacts with every single friend I have, every single form of entertainment, and other things I love to do. I don't know... I'm extremely confused and infuriated with this dire decision in my life... For now, I'm not going to come back to anything GMS-related things right now, since GMS players tend to erk my nerves a bit too much, and I can't take too much more stress or my heart will start failing (yes, I have a weak heart).
As for now, I'm on an indefinite hiatus until I can get this crap sorted out.



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