Post emotional gushing friendship.

So I told the guy I like that I like him. He's okay with me being gay and everything but he's straight. I originally told him I didn't want to talk to him anymore because it would be to hard but today I told him I actually want to be his friend. I have the two first classes with him tomorrow. How do I act ? I'm scared that I'll do something that, knowing i'm gay now, he'll go :/. I'm also scared that I'll fall for him even more.

You need to grow up a bit. Over the last few months you've been "in love" with like four guys (judging from you blog), had an AIDS scare, and overall have just been a needy emotional mess. Re-access your priorities and try again.

And stop pushing your needs on your friends. That is the worst thing you can do. Ever.

You need to grow up a bit. Over the last few months you've been "in love" with like four guys (judging from you blog), had an AIDS scare, and overall have just been a needy emotional mess. Re-access your priorities and try again.

And stop pushing your needs on your friends. That is the worst thing you can do. Ever.

I do agree partially. I didnt fall in love. It's more like I'm fucking lonely so i imagine stuff up in my head. Liked Clark then tried to forget him with Terrell. Terrell was lolshit so i went back to clark then Friends(dont even call it friends) with benefits with Mohamad and then I learned Clark is straight so then i went for Cedric.
I dont get what you mean by pushing my needs on my friends. I seriously dont have any friends IRL that know about my homosexuality besides Cedric. I mean Theres like Two girls but one i stopped talking to and the other is more of my Trollfriend. Like theres girls who know i'm gay that dont have time for me basically i dont have any contact with them enough to consider them IRL friends They're like Jon or Tay but less "There".