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A sort-of Rant Poem: Another Awesome Day - iDepression - 2008-10-06 I wake up at 5:30 today to make breakfast for my family
They dislike it, and throw it out What an awesome day. I go to school and do loads of work that doesn't help at all Then I'm tortured by peers, teased by older students And hated by people I love My dad says they're jealous, but who would believe that? This is such a wonderful life. I'm beaten by the jocks I lose my lunch money to even the weakest of kids Because I refuse to fight back Then I sit alone at a lunch table, with no food, because none of my "friends" Like to be with me. I just love my life. Then I come home to cry and maybe cut myself The pain is better than the pain of the day And I wipe up the blood and tears before my parents come home to hate me all over again You may think I'm a sissy, but that's just another example of why I think I'm a stupid, loveless, lifeless freak Who doesn't deserve to live. Every day is such a wonderful day. I try to fix it, I pray to God but even he isn't caring enough to listen to me Every day, the same old thing. It doesn't matter if it's my birthday, it doesn't matter if it's a holiday It doesn't matter if I'm sick and depressed Every day is the same old, awesome day. |